Finally...

2 years? Can you believe it? I keep my feeling 'in my heart' almost 2 years..
Hurt? Of course YES! One sided-love.. Hmm :')
But, watching he laugh with other, smiling with all his happiness, I feel that happiness too..
He often vent his story about 'who's the one he love' to me.. Hurt, Happy, Sad, Laugh.. I feel it all at the same time..
Mmm.. When I see him already has a girlfriend.. I don't want to look at him.. It will make me feel so sad..
So, I kept a distance with him.. Try to avoid him as I can.. But, in the end, I still can released him..
Emm.. Yesterday, I think it's the right to tell him if I love him.. But, he already had a new girlfriend..

Okeey, I just have to forget all my feeling to him!

Finally, I can give out that words.. Even if I say I just like him.. But I think if this feeling is more than 'like'..
But now, I feel happy.. I has been successful to release that word.. As soon as I can, I will probably forget HIM..
Although I want to forget him, I still want him as my best friend.. I don't want any relationship.. Just as best friend..
And now, please.. Please, go out from my mind :')